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i just stopped, captivated by the stars
and how there were amazing little fields of
them scattered through the sky.
i'd never seen so many.
so i stood out there for a while,
crying and talking to what i believe to be god,
of how thankful i am that he never stops holding me
and of how sorry i am that i forget about that.
I know you're trying your hardest.
and the hardest part is letting go
of the nights we shared.
you know it's haunting..
but compared to your eyes
nothing shines quite as bright.
You smelled like rain-rain on Sunday morning.
The kind that sounds like endless opportunities
when it pitter-patters on the sidewalk.
you cannot hold onto anything that wants to go.
do you understand what i'm saying?
you just got to love while you got it, and that's that.
When the visions around you bring tears to your eyes
and all that surrounds you are secrets and lies - I'll be
your strength, I'll give you hope - keeping your faith
when it's gone. The one you should call was standing here
all along and I will take you in my arms
& hold you right where you belong.
Strength does not come from winning.
Your struggels develop your strength.
When you go through hardship and
decide not to surrender, that is strength.
Sometimes.. you just have to jump
off a bridge and hope you learn
to fly on the way down.
I don't even have to try for perfect.
You already know all my secrets..
The things I keep hidden from everyone else.
So I am able to finally just be myself; which probably shouldn't
be such a big deal.
But it was.
Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie,
it's the kind of ending you really don't wanna see.
cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
now I don't know what to be without you around.
You are my sunshine. You are my light.
Hundred thousand miles away but still
you are the one I need the most of all.
I love you, just you forever and after.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart.
I am never without it, anywhere i go you go.
Nobody knows what really goes trough me.
No one will ever understand what I feel. The
support I need, I don't always get and that
hurts. There is just one person on this world
I can depend on; you...and no one else.
cherish the happiness you have; even
when it's not much, because when you
let it go you realize how important that
small part of happiness was.
There's some things I regret, some words
I wish had gone unsaid, some starts that had
some bitter endings. There's some mistakes
that I have made. Some chances I just threw
away, some roads I never should've taken,
some pages turned, some bridges burned
but there were lessons learned.
You change for two reasons:
You learn enough that you want to
or you've been hurt enough you have to.
x.o.x.o
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you said the way my blue eyes shined...
put the georgia stars to shame that night.. i said that's a lie.
I miss talking to him.
I miss knowing there was something there.
I miss so much.
So much I might not get back.
The static whisper in my ear,
but in a moment your voice was clear.
"I need some time," you said to me.
That's when I knew you were gonna make me lonely.
But the world can spin so madly,
and love can hurt so badly.
and stories end so sadly.
but this is not the end.
I remember when I was love sick.
You block out everyone.
You feel so tired, because you haven't slept in forever.
You know that he'll be in your dreams,
but you don't want to stay awake laying in your bed crying either.
You're starving, but you can't eat because you're starving for him
and every memory just leaves you a bigger hole in your heart.
I miss you more than I thought I would.
It`s weird how I didn`t appreciate your i love you's,
or the way you always managed to make me smile,
even if I was mad at you
i'm stretching, but you're just out of reach
i'm ready when you're ready for me.
You and me... we live in a fairytale full of lies.
and it's still so hard for you..
but you've come THIS far with a broken heart
Meeting you was fate, becoming
your friend was a choice, but
falling in love with you I had no
control over.
going back and changing one thing could
change way more than you expect it to.
Life doesn't give you the people you want,
it gives you the people you need. To help
you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you
and to make you into the person you were
meant to be.
you wrapped your arms around me,
pressing your body against mine.
And in that moment of perfection,
I knew we were meant to be. I never
wanted you to let go of me,
and you promised it wouldn't be the last time...
and i still hope it's true
There aren't many people who can give
you butterflies. So when you find someone
who can, never let them go.
When she looked back on her life, on everything
that happend. She wished that she did most
thing differently... but missing someone is just part of loving them
Another year over and we're still together.
It's not always easy, but I'm here forever
With friendship, it doesn't matter how
long you've know each other, or how
many fights you got into. What matters
is who said I'll be there for you and proved it.
he's like my wall...
Sometimes you
lean on them and sometimes it's just
enough to know they're there.
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly
how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can
hear you. Waiting for everyone to be asleep so
you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad
you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
The day has just begun and you're already bored.
Bored of cheering me up bored of calming me down.
Bored of drying my eyes, but there once was a time
when you were the one. You were the blue of the sky,
you came after the storm, you were the switch on the
wall in the dark of the hall, I'm still fumbling for.
"I don't love you anymore"
is all i remember you telling me
never have i felt so cold.
And you said we wouldn't make it
But look how far we've come.
For so long my heart was breaking
And now we're standing strong.
The things you say you
make me fall harder each day.
You're a trainwreck,
But I wouldn't love you if you changed.
I don't feel welcome anymore
baby, what happened, please tell
me 'cause one second it was perfect
now you're half way out the door.
and I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all.
and you flashback to when he said forever and always.
and it rains in your bedroom and everything is wrong,
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're
gone 'cause i was there when you said forever and always.
thought I knew you for
a minute now I'm not so sure,
so here's to everything coming down to nothing,
here's to silence, that cuts me to the core.
& I'm gonna make you this promise.
If there's life after this, I'm gonna be
there to meet you with my first kiss.
i know there's a change for you and i. and i believe there's
no way our love could die. so no matter how long it takes,
i'll wait for you and whatever it takes, i'll be there for you.
the other day, i caught myself smiling for no reason.
then i realized i was thinking about you
you make me clumsy,
and i can only tell you that i love you ..and hope it's enough.
she loves her boy with eyes so deep and sincere
they make her forget all the times she's been hurt before.
and that night... he said...
"babe i would never hurt you"..
and it was the way that he said it
i can't forget his voice.. those words..
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Yes, losing your hearts desire is tragic,
but gaining your hearts desire is all you can hope for.
I liked it when my fingers were entangled in yours, & my head was on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. It made me feel safe, like at that moment, nothing bad could touch me.
Love doesn't walk away, people do.
Sometimes I feel like the heart and mind play tricks on each other. That just when you have got yourself convinced with one that something is what you want, the other steps in and makes you feel nothing but doubt
But everytime I try to leave, he's pulling me back into his arms. And I don't have the strength to resist, there's no escape.
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But you brought out the best in me, and from the very start
So you're not my type. I think I like that idea. Because my type usually breaks my heart.
If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe; stronger than you seem; and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart... I’ll always be with you.
There are so many things I want to say to you, but time's caught me up and now I'll never say them - except that I've loved you from the moment I saw you and every moment since.
When you kiss me my whole world vanishes.
Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving, because one day you will wake up from that anger and the person you love won't be around anymore.
It's better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to just stare at that line for the rest of your life.
If you can't dazzle 'em with brilliance, baffle 'em with bullshit
Never say I love you, if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings, if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart. Never say you are going to, if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie. Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say you will try. Never say forever, cause forever makes me cry
Sometimes no matter how secure you feel in someone's arms, no matter how tight you hold onto that person's hand, you can find yourself falling madly in love with someone else…
It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them
If I hold out my arms, will you hug me?
If I go for your lips, will you kiss me?
If I capture your heart, will you love me?
And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.
Won't let anything come between us
No matter how long or how hard it gets
Don't you know you're the reason that I breathe and live
Growing up sucks, not all kisses are magic and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, i mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible
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I BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS HERE WITH ME
YOU'RE EVERYWHERE BUT STILL WITHIN MY REACH
CAUSE HOW COULD YOU SAVE THE DAY
IF YOU'RE A MILLION MILES AWAY?
FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, YOU SAID
YOU WERE NO BIG LOSS BUT YOU WERE WRONG.
AND NOW YOU'RE GONE AND I'M LEFT TO PAY THE COST.
YOU KEEP TELLING ME I'M BEAUTIFUL, BUT I FEEL A LITTLE LESS SO EACH TIME.
YOUR LOVE IS SO COLORFUL, IT FLASHES LIKE A NEON SIGN,
BUT I FINALLY DROVE OUT WHERE THE SKY IS DARK ENOUGH
TO SEE THE STARS AND I FOUND I MISSED NO ONE,
JUST LISTENING TO THE SWISHING OF DISTANT CARS.
AND I'M NOT SAD.
I JUST WANT TO TRUST SOMEONE SO BADLY.
I JUST WANT SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL TO HAPPEN HERE, RIGHT NOW
YOU SAID MY HEART SOUNDED
LIKE A PAY PHONE IN THE RAIN
DISTORTED, DISTANT, SCRAMBLED, AND DESPERATE.
I'VE LOST MY WAY, IT'S HARD TO FIND IT THROUGH.
I SEE THE NIGHT, BUT I'M LOST OUTSIDE OF YOU.
THE WORDS AREN'T EASY TO SAY
BUT THEY HAVE TO COME OUT
AND WHEN THE WORLD CRASHES AROUND ME
I WANT YOU TO STAY.
<333
AND IF THE SUN WILL SET TONIGHT
HOLD OUR SECRETS UP TO THE SKY
AS OUR SHADOWS GROW
THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO HIDE
AND IF YOU EVER DOUBT
YOU WILL KNOW THAT I STILL WONDER
HOW MANY TIMES THAT I'VE COMPARED
THE STARS TO YOUR EYES
<333
GRAB ME ROUGHLY AND KISS ME
SURROUND YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND FILL MY WORLD
RID ME OF ALL REJECTION.
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your biggest challenge isn't someone else.
it's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs,
and the voice inside you that says "can't".
but you don't listen, you push harder.
you hear the voice whisper "can" and
you discover that the person you thought you were
is no match for the one you really are.
I'll tear down the stars and
I'll give them to you. They're
not as pretty as your eyes
but I guess it will have to do.
Be on your guard,
Stand firm in faith;
Be courageous, Be strong.
Do everything in love.
++Corinthians 16:13
He reaches over and he touches you,
like a prayer for which no words exist,
and you feel your heart taking root in your body,
like you've discovered
something you don't even have a name for.
You don't know me; you knew me.
You stopped listening to moment I needed you most.
You're amazing, you know that? you see me breaking,
falling apart, so full of hatred, yet you still love me.
You see me crying, weak, yet you remain
unphased. I don't know how you can love me.
But whatever it is, I hope it doesn't go away.
So I'll start to pretend that I'm okay.
but you should know by now that my
life is smoke and mirrors. One thing
is crystal clear; that I'm the one wishing
I was someone else, anyone else
but me tonight.
Something eating me up. It's 4 in the morning and
my eyes should be shut. Is it cold where you're sleeping?
Do you keep wishing that someday I might show up?
And I was crying alone tonight, and I was
wasting all my life just thinking of you.
So just come back we'll make it better.
So just come back we'll make it
better than it ever was before.
When I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake,
I long to hold you in my arms. If anything, our
time apart has only made me more certain
that I want to spend my nights by your side,
and my days with your heart.
Everybody`s looking for a something,
one thing that makes it all complete.
Well, for me it`s waking up beside you
to watch the sun rise on your face, to
know that I can say, 'I love you,' in
any given time or place.
Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels,
to cry in the shower so no one can hear you, waiting for
everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything
to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.
I find it easier to sit and stare
Than push my limbs out towards you right there
My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes
As blue as oceans and as pure as skies
Oh kiss
me, like you mean it, like you miss me, cause I know that
you do.
I really can't explain it, but I like you
without trying. I love the things you say,
and how you never fail to make me smile.
And by the end of the night,
you're always on my mind.
The truth is, she msses him even though he
was never technically hers. And really,
that's what makes it so unbearable.
No love is bigger than the one which is given away - torn apart - and yet still, it remains.
pulsing hearts beat hard and strong
one lets go, one holds on
years pass and lovers fade between
a bond as strong as ours, i've yet to seen,
who said love with maturity grow?
one holds on, one lets go
let me prove that liar wrong,
a love like ours is like a song.
But I'll keep it simple for obvious reasons, and I'll say what I should and just hope you believe me, but it never gets easier. No, it never gets easier
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